The friends that can never be replaced ~ One Borneo Team

(left to right back row: Kip (KKIA), Dotts, Bob, Zanan, Rudy, Kumar, Verna)

left to right front row: William, Idiani, Ahmad, MOI, Amy, Fiza, Yeb)

Ahmad, Alexis, Bob, Dewi, Rudy and Amy (front)

The managers who were pretty much involved in the HOO HAAs of One Borneo

* Amy, Zanan, Fiza, Moi, Verna *

(duration time spent: July 2009 ~ January 2010)

Celebrating our sucess as a team for the achieved ADT in Starbucks Coffee,

a good 400 + 300 bucks to spend and on top of that as well,

celebrating Zanan's *surprise* Bufday

*Sigh* A moment to remember for a long time....I mish you fools...hahahaha :D

So cheers to good friends, for the good and also not so good times.

The blessings and hardship we receive as a team,

As we go on, we'll remember

all the times we had together...

And as our lives change, from whatever

We will still be Friends Forever..

I love you all, my dearest of dearest friends....One Borneo Team *sniffles*

Its the simple words that has the mind
fragments messed up and
perhaps has made one dillusional
on the petty things we want
from each other.
Yes, we tend to say things when
we're waiting
and waiting,
and waiting some more.
Still we get this
dead silence for waiting that long.
*.............................................................................................*
The person at fault never admits
what one has to say,
sadness that I
too am speechless on what
I have to say.
Rather, I let the other
hold on to the hope too long
and one has grown tired
of my foolish antics
and words.
I rather one to move on,
and whatever the feeling of regret
be put aside and
just us to remain as comrades in this lifetime.
After all,
the words not displayed clearly
can lead to further assumptions.
So to not waste anymore
time of men,
let us be off with this
accusations and move on with life.
Even if you're ready
to move on and say your last goodbyes..
I will still be waiting
with open arms,
my deah, deah, friend.


Till next time, Ja mata ne!!

*chargers to whip up a fluffy cream-o. Artist inspired by Yebster, Will-I-am and Boonch (^^,) *

Never Knew I Needed ~ Ne Yo

(Ooh) For the way you changed my plans For being the perfect distraction For the way you took me I knew that I had, everything that I wanted to have You made me see there was something missing (Oh yeah Oh) For the ending of my first begin Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah oh And, for the rare and unexpected friend Oh yeah yeah oh yeah yeah oh For the way you're something that I would never choose But at the same time something I don't wanna loose I don't ever wanna be without her again Chorus: You're the best thing I never knew I needed So, when you walked in, I had no idea You're the best thing I never knew I needed See now it's so clear I need you here (Oh yeah) My accidental happily ever after (Woah) The way you smile now you've gone for me With your laughter I must admit you weren't a part of "My Book" But, now if you open it up and take a look You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (Ooh) Chorus: You're the best thing I never knew I needed So when you walked in I had no idea You're the best thing I never knew I needed See, now it's so clear (its so clear) I need you here (Ooh) Who knew that I could be? (Who knew that I could be?) So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly) Undesierabley happy. Oh so with you Right here right here next to me! Chorus: You're the best thing I never knew I needed (Woah) So when you walked in, I had no idea You're the best thing I never knew I needed (I needed, woah) See now it's so clear, I need you here always Now it's so clear, I need you here always!

Skittles....red, yellow, green, orange.... Skittles....red for a make up flavour.... Skittles....yellow for the sunshine........ Skittles....green for that sour apple..... Skittles....orange is seriously juicy....... So take your pick before its too late.

It is late...almost 11pm and Im getting the best news that I've been waiting for almost 2 years now. Sadly that it could have worked out but to accept the other's feelings towards something that was more priceless to be sold, the comfort you gave is enough for me now. The feelings that was felt, rendered in the hearts of you and me...a feeling, only felt for a sweet moment that could describe as the most precious thing for me to hold close. It really is alright that we have closed one door and opened another, just to feel a little sane. Yes it was unbearable to wear, and we were going round in circles with this thing we called love, but hardly spoke of it to each other. Then when finally, today the words came out, clear as day. At last we admitted that it was the feeling that kept us from conveying the truth to each other, perhaps a little too late and your heart is closed. Teary eyed? Maybe just a little, on the way to pick you up to go investigate Sherlock Holmes..hahaha, that was laugh. Thumbs up to that movie, clearly planned out properly. I wish I had skittles to munch on....I had a good night out with you. Thank you darls....

Drops of rain is gorgeous for anyone to observe and to breathe in. It doesn't require any skill to take a perfect shot nor a perfect spot to paint a picture. I am reminded of the times when everything was beautiful and the air was sweet to inhale, a friend you could embrace so dearly. See her eyes, weary and cold. Hold his hand, rough from all the hard work done. Watch her breathe, delicate enough to hear the warmth in her voice. Feel his heart, pounding like a rock on hard surface. The many things that when we finally step in the rain, and to close ones' eyes, to stretch her hairs wide open and let the rain fall on her pale skin, her face, her hair. He stands there, watching with a wonderous gaze, he is calm and collected. Hands touch, and soon, both are embracing to the music of the rain. Bare feet on the ground, the chill that runs up the spine, we are almost there. We are almost there where we want to be and with your permission, securely hold my hand so I won't fall.

There are many things that people would want to run away from. The many things could lead to disaster, sometimes happiness, and also would end up in nothingness. My friends are moving on with their lives. Many because of being threaten of their position. Others have moved on because of their love ones. Most of them, because of their friends. Its funny how things work out. The moment when I claim that I would get away from this forsaken company, perhaps has made it a worst state in this environment, making it the start of every problem, and soon everyone has set their minds to leave from this line of work. Its the part where I have this quezy guilt in my gut for starting it all. Is it entirely his fault that we're leaving just to make him feel at his worst?? I'm staying on till I get a better opportunity. I may not be at my best conduct nor do I like any of his antics that he does, but he is afterall human. It saddens me that my former boss is leaving. By the 1st week of February, the ones that were close to me, will leave like the mists that stays in the air until the sun shines through and the mists thins, will fade out. Just like this passion to stay on, will fade out. So desu ne...nani??

To understand what it feels to be left out in the rain
and to be taken in, to realize
that all that we know in this life is to simply trust
and not to splurge on things we want
but rather on what we need.

We fail miserably when we blow out all the candles
and risk stumbling aimlessly,
falling at most times,
with dirty hands and torn clothes.

Then when its time to wake up
to smell the freedom that lingers in the air
for that one person
to simply reach out
and grasp hold onto it...
it would definitely be a day
that I would want to be
the one to do that.

Because "saving" is what I need