A Lyfe at a New place~ New post~Hell Lot of Catching up to do...im nearly calling it QUITS!

I really can't describe how pissed off i am bout the whole ordeal of my work lyfe.
It's like i try and try my best to show that im finally capable of goin thru the day without any trouble and i got and earful from the management because i didn't do something today. I have to find out on my own that i had to go to bank but i had no hints or guidance that i had to go...sheeshkebab!! Its lyke...F***....im trying to do my best....come on! Give me a break!!

I really wanted this post as a shift supervisor so badly that even GOD knows how i feel but the thing is....but whether i can handle it for the rest of my lyfe? ..im gona go insane :'( It's so tough..trying to please everybody...and also perhaps saving their butt...in other words..im almost to the point of depression. I havent had a decent meal in 3 days and i know i wont for the whole month :'(

I don't want to question God bout this cause i asked for this post but the maze that i have to get out on my own is driving me in circles..its lyk im losing hope of ever getting out of this depression thing...small matter you say? Its not at all small...im just wondering whether i can get thru this....or end up calling it quits before i even reach my goal...

Im so tired....falling into the job...find it easier to fall out...insane idea,huh?
Tell me about it (-.-) zZzZz...