Sunday, September 09, 2007

News travels fast.
Sometimes it comes in a nice package;
Others just comes as a bad smell.
Whether we like it or not..
We cannot avoid it
As it boils down to whether we can
Take it and swallow it whole.
Seen a thousand faces,
And to know that you can still
Mish them and smile to know
They're your friends;
thru thick or thin.
Then comes the tough part.
It is to test whether you can
Accept them for leaving you
for their own reasons.
Whether it is falling out on a bad relationship,
Transfering to another work environment,
Or just getting out of the job
To run from their problems.
And if you know it'll be ages till you see them again,
You're wondering if you can ever part from them
Or whether you can forgive them for leaving.
So all I'm saying is...
I'm losing my dear friends,
Although I've only met them less than a year,
And also those I've known for eons.
But all I can do is hope and pray..
That we're not forgotten
No matter the distance,
Or the unseen circumstances..
That keeps us apart.
I will mish you all...

Monday, September 03, 2007

Hurt just a little
Left stranded in the rain
Once again
I know how she felt
During those teenage years
And i guess it felt like shit

It was cruel of me
To laugh inside
To feel a little evil
Can sometimes get in your skin
And only today
I feel sorry for her
As i feel sorry for myself

So i cried just a little
and the tears would not stop
Why did it hurt so much
As if a pin was poking so hard
at my already wounded heart

Is it karma that got back at me?
Or is just a way for me
To realise
That i am not the fool
Nor was she at her time in school

But the person involved
Who left 'us' girls stranded
In the icy cold
wet rain...

Im teary eyed
As i now realise
I can never face him
Nor can i ever bring myself
To speak to him
Ever..
Again...