Do i regret ever climbing my way up in this business so damn fast that I fall even deeper into a pile of depression?? I cannot answer that now. Its very challenging to get to this part and have countless complains going in and out of the ears till you're practically bleeding from all holes. I will be officially run down, scrambled and roasted till a burnt smell stenches the whole place. Motivation?? HAH!! Feel less and less motivated to work in this line...its like I hate dancing already! SheeshKebab!! Never satisfied as we can never get what we want and in the end the complains go on and on and on...fer days! Perfection was never in my vocab, I do not see it in any of the people I know. Really, there are flaws sticking out like a sore thumb and yet still go around proclaiming how great one can be...GAWSH!! Remember reading my last few jotters about wanting to break free...blah blah blah...NO seriously! I had enough! I just want O-U-T!! If I am unfit for the freaking job, sue me. I am up to here...no here...wait! To the top of my head with the endless trackings! SHITONME...Im Freaking exhausted to do all this. Cut down on the costs, reduce wastage, more input in this, that...ARGHHHHH!!! I am tired, so is every single partner in my own bloody store. I don't want the store, I can hand it back, I am sacrificing every energy I have in this frumpy body of mine to keep up with the stoopid demands! And to deal with the slumber ones, the no show no call, annoying little bugger with endless questions with 101 "I don't know" antics...its TOTALLY INSANE!! I am dealing with a rowdy crowd here. No, I do not expect you to care...really, I don't. So even if tomorrow is going to be DOOMS day, I will not give up in thriving and getting somewhere...even if it takes me like snail mode but there is a positivity glowing somewhere it stings my skin. Yes, I am a bit mad and if my team can get a little crazy at all possible seconds, then I know I am not alone. SUGOI!!